Pejam pelik, pejam pelik, dah sebulan aku digelar sebagai tunang kiddy. Namun mungkin bagi mu, dah lali. But to me its a stepping stone. A step towards another level in this cycle we call life. Ramai org yang mengata, dunia pertunangan ni penuh dgn dugaan. Dunia pertunangank kita masih lagi ditingkatan awal, untuk merasai ape2 sembarang dugaan, namun alhamdulillah, aku bersyukur kepadaNya, kerana perjalananku bersamamu lebih senang sejak bertunang. We hardly argue (I can't think of any in fact), since our engagement, only disagreements. I feel that after the engagement, we understand each other more, giving & taking more. Ape yang paling gerek, aku dapat rasakan yang kau lebih sayangkan aku, lebih manjakan aku, melayankan karenah aku yang macam budak kecik ni.
I know, I'll be expecting more in this life, on this particular journey with you. Terus terang, aku tak berdaya untuk melalui dunia pertunangan ni seorang diri, namun, aku bernasib baik, kerana mendapat seorang tunang yang sungguh bertanggung jawab atas hal ehwal diriku, walaupun kita setakat tunang saje. You're my best friend, my mentor, my motivational icon and most importantly, you are my man. You may only be my fiance now, but insyaAllah if God's willing, you will one day be my rightful husband.
Sayangku, aku tahu, perjalanan membina sebuah mahligai indah tidak semudah mana, malah akan menjadi berat & susah hari semakin hari, tapi insyaAllah, dengan adanye diri mu didampingku, juga dgn dorongan ibu bapa, keluarga serta kawan2 ku, aku pasti, suatu hari nanti, akan tercapai segala impian kita. Ku berdoa dan akan ku nanti kan saat-saat indah itu, yang menjadi satu permulaan, untuk pembukaan kehidupan kita sebagai suami isteri. InsyaAllah. Amin.
Let me whisper... I love you...
I opened my eyes this morning, and a different (yet still familiar) atmosphere greeted me. Since start of June, I've been staying over at my fiance's place, and only last night I finally slept on my bed in Sengkang. I kinda saddens me early in the morning, waking up to see there's no kiddy next to me. So sweet of him, he waited till I was so sound asleep last night before he actually left my home, just so that I won't feel his presence leaving. And did I mention it was 1.30am when he finally left.
But we had a good weekend, Saturday was as usual, woke up in the morning to go to work, after which I went out with family to Vivocity and had dinner at KTM... I met up with my fiance at Tamp after my dinner and we watched late movie Fantastic Four : Rise of the Silver Surfer, at GV Tamp. He dozed off for a couple of minutes during the show, so cute... he was so tired from working and yet, there he was watching movie with me cause I wanted to watch that F4 movie. The minute we went back tamp, we slept like logs...
Woke up early morning on Sunday as always. Dewi made breakfast for everyone, den we watched a bit of TV. Left tamp home for sengkang hom just at 10am. We den left my sgkg home and went trailing at Thomson till abt 3pm, meet up his fren at labrador park till abt 6pm and 6.30 we went for karaoke at Cash studio.. Sang our hearts out, laughing and having fun like we always do. Hehe... Went back home with supper for everyone and by 12am, I was already sleeping. I only found out abt his departure when my mum woke me up at 1.30 to tell me that he was leaving, but by then, I was too sleepy to even wake up. Sorry honey! hehe.
Looking forward to see him tonight. Not sure where I'll be sleeping tho. It doesn't matter, as long as I get to see him.... Awwww... lol!
Let me whisper... I love you...
Fie's parents & sister has gone for their Umrah triplast Friday night. Me & a few of my relatives went to airport to send them off. Now left Kak izah and 2 maids & 6 kids, excluding Kiddy... haha... I didn't stay over on Friday, as I've not cleared my stuff at home. But I did went over to his place ard 9am the next morning. Kiddy dah out to work by then, so its me & kak izak, Dewi & Tina, and the kids... woah... 6 are quite a handul. But Kudos to Kak izah, I think so far she's doing well with the kids. I do try to help here and there, but only the older kids would wanna stick with me at that time, Udyn not used to me yet. Sempat gi kenduri dgn Kak izah later that evening. Had to leave the kids behind. Kenduri sebelah Abah, and Kiddy's relatives were all to see me, without the fiance. Maybe bcos they were not expecting me to turn up without him. hehe... takpe lah... nice ppl...beginning to like them. hehe.
Been staying over since Saturday. Went cycling on Sunday. Haha. Great great time... I've got a huge blue black bruise on my lap... Thanks to my darling, who suddenly just let go of our double bicycle, and it hit on my thigh... ouch... Its nice I feel, to come home to see happy faces screaming "kak wati..!!!" greeting u at the door and they trail u from behind whereever u go... hahaha... until the next adult return home from work and the cycle begins again. Haha cute.
Looking forward to go home today, clear up the room, do laundry again if there's any, and wait for hubby to come home and have dinner... den off to my home. Kinda miss home @ sengkang... hehe...
Let me whisper... I love you...
