BeLLe & Kiddy FianTi

My engagement day came, a day that I've anticipated so much for, but yet over so fast. It went really well, everything according to plan. I had a few unexpected surprises here and there, all which I am grateful for. This blog, goes out to all those who made it happen, even just by turning up at the event, or by sms-ing me. Whatever that all of you have done, it makes a significant difference for me, and I can never ask for any better.

Should I miss out anyone one, in this "thank you" speech, do pardon me, I'll do my best not to forget anyone.

Let me start off with Kak Lynn, the make up artist from Lab Bridal Couture. Thanks for making me look beautiful that (at least to my eyes hehe). InsyaAllah, we'll meet up in a year and a half. Thanks to Cik Su of Sultanah Bridal. I'm loving my custom made gown. To Royals Cake, I have no idea how the cake tastes, but I love the look of it.

To all my makcik & pakciks ( father side)- thanks for coming, and doing a bit of help here and there. Mak Long, Siti & Suzi - Thanks for the cakes and gubahan, I was not expecting my "golden castle". Wak, thanks for being my "wakil". Nenek Ita, terima kasih atas pemberian epok2... hehe... Noi tak dapat rasa epok2 tapi confirm sedap kan pasal semuer nye dah abis.

Wulan of G.A.A.S.I Production, thanks for the gubahan. Thanks for coming.

To my relatives on my maternal side... gosh I don't even know where to start...

Nenek Bedah, Food was great. I thank u soo much, for staying up so late on saturday night, just to prepare all the food for the buffet. Ur rendang, ur sambal ayam, nasi minyak... the menu goes on... all thanks to you. I wouldn't know wat to do without you. To all my makciks, Obek Ribut, Obek Ani, Mak Sam, Bik Suma, for helping in the kitchen, and being there on the occasion itself. Your presence makes a difference. Obek Rahmat, Obek Man, Obek Lili, Cik Ayim, terima kasih atas kedatangan... esp biler waktu lamaran rombongan nye...

Bik Ida, thanks for helping my mum to clear things up, before and after. Thanks for the chocolate basket u made for me. Cute gituk... Thanks for being there. Bik Yati, u know u helped me & my mum in more things that we could ever ask for. Our thanks can never make up for wat you've done, but I have nothing else to offer but sincere thanks from the bottom of my heart.

Ayah, Obek Ju, Jubs & Leps - You guys have done so much days before my day. Obek Ju, thanks for everything... Noi tak bleh terkata with all that you've done. Jubs, you know u did alot too... from driving ur mum ard, to the sanggul mak inang, and being one of the camera man on the day itself. I love the special effects... Leps, u just had to be there to make me smile. Ayah, u've been a great deal, a huge significant almost thruout my whole life. I can't imagine not having u ard on my day. Ur more den just an uncle to me. Thank you for being there all the way. I'm really grateful to you & your whole family.

And Izal! Nope I did not miss u out from ur family above... hehe... My gratitude to u and Kak Ecah (lems). Esp Lems, u've been there since Day one I was with Fie, till the minute the ring was put into my finger... I do understand that its not easy accepting my fiance, but I'm happy that u guys are able to accept him, for my sake. Thanks for all the laughters, and for adding spice to my occasion. And for trying to "steal" my ferrero rocher haha... To Lems, for the walk arounds & opinions on rings... and barang2 hantaran... advices on the andaman... this may be norm things but they came from u and it did help me... Don't stop cause I will still need those advices for the next 1 & half years.

And of cos, thanks for the bag! I love it... Thanks Izal, Kak Ecah, Ayip, Zarina, Anam, Ju, Faizal & Effa. Thanks for the gift. And Faizal... Thanks for being the camera man... I'm loving the pictures you took... U ought to go professional, with motivation & aspirations, u can be a good photographer I believe... and who knows I might just need u on my wedding day!

Regina, together with lems, u have helped me alot too... without you, there would be so much things that I won't be able to do... Ur "undying" advices, gave me lots of peserverance, that I much needed.. thank u Bee Pheng!

Fazli & Nana, Thanks for helping me & my bro decorating my room... I never knew that it was so difficult until I climbed up that ladder to do the final touches on the main center piece. Thanks Fazli for driving my bro & his family around, with all the deco items...

Of course, to my one & only Abg & Kak Wati. Thank u so much for sponsoring the deco in my room. Team work prevailed and I Think we did quite a good job. Thanks for being there... Abg, thanks for being my brother. Thanks for helping me clearing the house (& room) before and after event... Thanks for being the videoman... Thanks for everything that you've did for me... I can't think of anyone better to do all that.

Dila... my sister.. thank you for sharing this moment with me... thanks for being a wonderful sister... Thank u so much.

Abg Ipin & Kak Noi, thanks for the last minute final touches on the gubahan... I love wat u did esp to the fruit basket kak noi... love the ribbons... and the flowery thingy... Thank u so much...

To Mama, even thoI am very much disappointed that u were not there, I do want to say my thanks. Mama dah buat byk untuk Nonoi. Watever happened that day, I am sure it wasn't intentional. I am sad that Mama tak turun, at least to take a pic with me, sebagai tanda ingatan for me, for us. I am sorry for ur absence. I do hope that by the time I get married, all would be well. Love you mama...

TO MY LADIES!!!! Siti, Ida, Anne & Yanie... Thanks for the golden shoes... I feel like a cinderalla when yanie put in on for me... I really love the shoes.. sorry for being abit fussy tho.. esp to yanie & ida, thanks for being patient when u guys had to follow me to get the shoes... and ladies, thanks for the french mani & pedi... My nails couldn't have looked more beautiful that day if not for all of u... I don't know wat else to say of u guys... u guys prolly have no idea how much u all have done for me... Sebakul terima kasih pun takde bandingan dgn ape yg korang2 semuer dah buat untuk wati. How can I ever say thank you... for the past 15 years... we've been together... It never took me long to know that u guys would be there on my engagement day, and u guys will be there on my wedding day. No matter wat occasion there is, bad or good, I know all of u would be with me, together or behind me... all the way... Thank u my BFFLs... I really love u guys, from the bottom of my heart... hugs & kisses darlz....

To Fie's side, thank you for coming. Ur attendence would only mean that I am accepted into ur family. Thank u for bringing over the gubahans, thank u for being a part of this event. Mak Long, thank u for "sarung-ing" cincin nye... and also for putting on the bracelet for me. Those 2 moments are one of the best moments in my life, a feeling I could never find the right words to describe it. Thank u.

To all those who came... (again I am sorry if I miss out anyone ok...) thanks for coming... Having u with me, while I take one step further in this life, it gives me such satisfaction. Here we go...

My one & only boss, Doctor Chua & family, kak ayu & family, all my aunties that I've not mention earlier, u know who u are. To my ex sch frens from pri school... Linda and ur guy wan... Firhin & yanie, Ida, Siti, Anne & Farhah. Thank u. From my sec sch, Lina, Tan Peng, Huda, Sari, Ath Tha, Wan, Yazid & Khir... Thank u guys for coming. Thank you Apul, ur girl (sorry I didn't catch her name) & Iran, always making me laugh. hehe... So we meet again in 1 yr & half? My greatest gratitude to Azlinda and family, for dropping by even tho u had to rush off for something. Of course, how could I Ever forget my uncle Jason & Auntie Linda... Thank u thank u thank u! Do keep in touch esp Jason when ur in town again. Naz! haha.. no I didn't forget u.... thank u, for squeezing my reception into ur busy schedule..Take care of Ida! to the 3 princesses - Kak Ain, Lia & Ira.. thank u for coming, and helping to clean up...

Not forgetting those who smsed me, Zul & Lizah, Tom, Darrell, Norman, Rudy & Jayn. Thank u for ur well wishes...

I really hope I did not miss out anyone. My deepest apologies if I do, and pls let me know.

Thank you to Fie's parents, for accepting me, into ur family. I know it wasn't easy, too fast prolly. But here I am, sebagai bakal nye. Thank you for doing this for me, for didi, for us. To Kak Ita & Kak Izah, thank u so much. From helping to choose the rings, to the gubahans. I love them. Thank u semuer...

To my pillar of strength, bapak dgn mak - terima kasih buat segalanye. Ape yg mak dgn bapak dah buat utk kakak, tak ternilai dgn kata2... I know I may not be up to ur expectations, but u've been the best parents, more den I could ever ask for. Wat u've done for, I know I don't deserve them all... And yet u gave me all, everything u could, for the sake of my happiness. Titih peluh bapak, working OT everyday, and mak, pergi sane sini to prepare things, I will make it worthwhile for the both of u one insyaAllah. Thank u sooo much n I love you both.

Of course to my love. Md Fazli. Terima Kasih atas segalanye. Without you, none of the above is possible at all. Not one bit at all. Its because of you, that all these good things are happening to me. IT wasn't easy loving u at first, but its all worth it. There was so much to go through in the beginning, but I held on and I have never regretted it since. I know it's not easy loving someone who's always want attention & to be pampered, but other den that, Im sure Im a easy girl to take care of right? hehe... Ur someone who have shown me alot in the world of relationships. I am grateful to you, for accepting me, letting me to be the one in ur life. Ur my one & only, and I vow to make u my husband, one & only till I let out my last breath in this world. What more could I ask from you? Just one thing. Never Stop Loving Me.

Finally, alhamdullilah.... atas pemberianMu, ku bersyukur, dgn ape yang ade. Thank you God, for everything, all that has happened, you made it happened. For giving me a chance to see this world and experience all these, thank you. InsyaAllah, dgn fazli ku bertunang, dengan Fazli jugak aku bernikah. Amin.

BeLLe

Let me whisper... I love you...

It's Friday.. just 2 days before my engagement. Remember how I've been complaining abt myself not feeling nervous or excited... well boy am I excited now! I'll be going off from work in a s hort while. Fie's coming here to fetch and we'll be going straight to Sultanah to go for the fitting. That would prolly take quite a while. Following that I'll be going to get the bunga rampai... haha... so much to do and rush... hehe... tmr... both of us would be going to my nephew's bday party... and den I have to rush for my mani & pedi appointment at 7... after I am not going to do anymore cleaning at home bcos I don wanna spoil my nails... haha.. pathetic.. there's still of cleaning needed to be done at home, so I have to finish everything tonight. Thank god I'm on leave tmr so I can stay up late tonight to clean the house... I Still need to buy fruits and decorative items to decorate the gubahans... wow... haha... adrenalin pumping??? hahaha but with so much anticipation...

To those who are invited, please be there cause my invitation would only mean that I would love you to share the joy with me, taking this next big step in my life...

To those who are not invited, kalau tak tau malu dtg ar... kekeke...

got to go now... I have a feeling Fie's already waiting for me!

Let me whisper... I love you...

Busy busy busy... one word that would describe my disappearance from blogging since the last one. Been doing quite a lot lately, besides working that is... oh ya.. and talking abt work... I got terminated from my part time job! haha... The company's closing down by end of June, so they had to let go of all the part timers first... well, at least they paid promptly.

I went to the Berita Harian Hari Ibu a couple of Saturdays ago. Hmm... Entertainment I would say is above average... but food wise... well.. not really worth it I guess... I've been to lunches and dinners at the Swissotel conference many times, but so far, this is the only time where food is a let down. But good thing there are cute guys... I've never watched Hikmah on suria before, only the ads on tv, so who would have guess who this Gunawan guy is... until he appeared on stage, and I must say he is HOT! haha...

In anyways, me & fie finally got our rings for the engagement... His from Soo Kee, mine from Meyson... and haha.... my ring was the 3rd one that we bought... We bought the first one the same day we got his ring, which was 2 Sundays ago. A few days later, I realised that I don't quite like the ring that he got for me. So the next Saturday (last week), when we had to go back to Soo Kee to get his ring (they didn't have his size the week before so had to order), I saw wat I ReallY want at Meyson... But don have my size, they only have it at Century Square. Which we had gone to the next day, which was Mothers' Day. But when we got back to his home, both his sister & sis in law, saw the ring and they are not satisfied! haha... The very same day, we bought a new ring, bigger (& brighter???)... I did feel kinda awkward as they were trying to choose a ring for me, so I remained outside the shop with the kids... after abt an hour, thank god they found one that they liked. For me, as long as its fine for them, its fine for me... cause for one, I was getting a bit tired from this ring hunting... and tho I find it quite funny ( i couldn't stop laughing while one the bike), it is kinda tedious... Not to mention that, again, they have no size for my finger (is size 10 really that pathetic?)... So I have to go there again to collect my ring...

And guess wat? His mother called him while he was working yesterday, saying that she wants to get a bigger one... and wanted to bring him to another jewellery shop to get one... Fie came to my home last night and asked if I was happy with the one that he has bought. Of course I am! I still have lotsa things to settle for the ceremony, I can't be running around again, and even if they don't intend to bring me along to the jewellery shop, I still have a strong feeling that they won't have my size and that we have to play the waiting again. So, ya... I'm happy with this 3rd ring that we've got.

My fitting at Sultanah was supposed to be yesterday, but when I called, Cik su told me it wasn't ready till the weekend... Lemme see my planner... This weekend is G.A.A.S.I event at Perkampuangan melayu. I still have tons of preparation to do for that. Den I still have to go get my ring to see if it fits. Following that off to Royals to order the engagement cake. Did I miss out anything? Hmm... now I have to include the fitting session. I really hope its really worth it getting the package from Sultanah... paying more den half of a thousand just for an engagement package is a bit too much I realised yes... but if its sumthing that would be memorable, that its gonna be worth it.

Its amazing how fast time flies. Me & Fie, we never really keep track of the days till the day. but it just so happened on the last sunday, we were planning wat to do in preparation of our engagement on this sunday and the next sunday, that we realised that we only got one sunday left! No more next sunday! Haha... and surprisingly, I'm still not nervous or excited. I know I am getting engaged, and I'm not gonna say those "Shit! I can't believe that I am getting engaged!" cause I do believe I know wat has been going on ard me... I guess I shud be excited huh... but I'm not. It's not a bad thing at least, not being excited I mean. I know I'm doing the right thing by being engaged to Fie. He's the one for me, InsyaAllah. And I guess, if Im too excited, I won't be able to finish a lot of things... I guess wat he says abt me being a calm person is true... at times lah... haha... I pray to God, that all that I've prepared for will going according to plan...

I've sent out my invitations already... so for those who have rcvd my emails, or by word of mouth... Please do turn up ok! I miss you guys so much and this is a perfect time for me to see u guys! I'm glad to be sharing my special moment with u all.... See ya!

Let me whisper... I love you...

I'm freaking busy today... ok not so freaking lah... But got tons of paperwork to clear, not to mention cheques to clear & send out. But I'm taking just a short time off right now, becos, I just felt that I needed to blog this down.

Have you ever had those feelings that something's not right...? Everything ard you is going on as per normal, and yet you just had that feeling that sumthing unpleasant is gonna happen? Hmm... Im feeling that right now... The last time I had this feelings... I can't remember... it was ages ago... Prolly even more den a year ago. And now that I'm feeling it right now, its kinda worrying me a bit... no.. worrying me alot, till I can't think straight. So here I am blogging. Hold on, my ear's itchy...

Back.... I do dig my ears ok... its the back of the ear that itched. Anyways, I hv called my baby, he said he's fine, just checking just to make myself feel better. But no leh, I still feel the same... hmm... kinda hate it. Guess I better not ikutkan perasaan tu... and selawat as much as I can...

I've already sent out my invitations via email yesterday, and so far only 2 has responded. I wonder if the rest have seen the mails.. or maybe they donno wat RSVP means... Hmm... or maybe the guys would wanna confirm with other guys... segan ler konon tu... haha...

Seems like I have so much to do this sunday, a lot of things to buy... and a couple of things that I can only order when nearing the date... Wonder if Im left with anymore cash by den... haha, maybe I shud ask my doc for an advance chq for this May. Hmm... but shud I tell him its for my engagement? Cause I won't be inviting him... hehehe, jahat seh... Well, we'll see wat my parents have got to say first, hmm...

Let me whisper... I love you...