As for Fie, he's been taking a lot of standby cases after his working hours as well. But thats the thing I hate, standby everyday, at home all the way, can't meet or go out. Twice already we had a big arguement on this. Ppl, its not that Im not understanding, u know with his job and all. But the fact that being on standby doesn't pay you, it defeats the purpose. If there's case, only then would you get pay PER CASE. I would rather my baby work long hours till midnite everyday, I know I won't see him much too, but at least I know that its worth it at the end of the month when u look at the cheque. (I'm not being money minded here, don't assume. But we need the extra money to save don't we...?)
And one thing abt my baby, he would so anything to make me smile again. Yes he would argue big time trying to make me understand.... but I guess once the tears start to fall, his heart softens, and realise that I am his baby afterall. Fie had talked to his boss, and they might start working long hours start of may. I love you so much my darling.
We still haven't got our rings yet for the engagement. Last I heard, his side has already bought the trays & the ring box... but still no ring... haha... No time lah... I am still insisting that we go out together to get both rings. Prob is, his only free day is Sunday. However sunday, is the day I am busy with my event company (3 jobs, not bad huh?) . We are busy organising for the upcoming Mother's Day/ Ibu Kartini day, so all my Sundays are taken up. Now time is like really limited but so many things left to do... Let me see...
We need to get the rings, thats the main thing. We agreed to exchange rings and watches. I saw which watch I want, and also what I would want to buy for him. But all these things I see them when I was out during lunch hour with my colleagues... so dahling has not seen them yet. We also need to go to Royal cakes to book the cakes (at least I am, this nice choco cake with a rose... I might just ask him to get that cake instead, so that it will be exchanged with my side and I'll get that cake!!!! haha!) . I think his mum plans to rent a 12 seater bus, and Fie hasn't done any research on that... (the only research I can remember we did online was whether it is true that Neil Armstrong heard the azan when he was on the moon, and upon returning to Earth, had converted to Islam. There's still not enough evidence to prove that this fact is indeed true)... ok anyway, back to planning.... Argh! Im still in search for a photographer... Anyone can be a photographer, but I want those with that black big camera ( canon etc...)... no to those normal digital cameras... but left to no choice... wat to do kan...
My fitting has been confirmed to be on the 15th May at Sultanah... kinda regretting... paying that amount of $$$ for just an engagement package. But no point regretting right, just keeping in mind not to use it for my wedding... sorry Cik Su!!! hehe...
Let me see wat else... oh ya! this weekend!!! gonna be looking for a new wardrobe... Weee!!!! I want an open concept with no doors (its such a hassle to slide or pull door handles. And u think ur clothes won't get dusty if u have doors to ur wardrobe? I don't think so. I am really thinking abt turning my study room into a walk in closet (with that 26 pairs of shoes on the floor lined up, & 2 poles hanging with full of my clothes, suits & outfits, its already looking like a walk-in). I have to talk again to my dad, to see whether he would agree with it. Anyway, he's the one who would be paying for this mini renovation cost... muahahaha... thanks daddy...
Didn't actually realise that I've typed this long.... feeling a bit bloated now... diarrhoea for 3 days, den have to watch my meals. Boring!!! too much gas inmy tummy & colon... gas going up bothupwards & downwards... hehehe sorry dear... and thank u for putting up with me...! U give me more reasons each day why I love you!!!
*btw, you don't need a reason to love... you just love...
BeLLe
Let me whisper... I love you...