BeLLe & Kiddy FianTi

The past weekend was nice... Started on on Friday eve. My baby at my house, on standby, again.. but that's ok as long as he's with me.

Self-taken.... Courtesy of Chacha

Chacha & "Abg Fie", who was still smiling and fresh even tho tired from working.

Spoke too soon, now tired already...

Saturday morning - Me off to Larkin and he to work.

Later that evening I met up with the BFFLs at the chalet. Had lotsa fun.. and great Food too!

And then I met him again that night. Went to sit by the river behind fullerton. Slept over his place... Den I remembered that I didn't have my spare make up kit at his place. So the next morning we had to go back sengkang first to get my face done, but not before he wants to take a pic with me not wearing any make up!

- not that bad wat no make up...

Den after I got everything done at sengkang, we had to go back to tampines, he forgot his hp... haha... abih lepas tu member sempat tdo... when I woke im up, muka bingit... ni bukti nye...

Den off we go to Wedding exhibition at Expo.

Had dinner with my family at KTM... After that off to VivoCity

- My sister dyla.

After VivoCity, my family went home, whereas me & kiddy went out, going round & round. We had a good talk abt our relationship, abt how to improvise it. Not that our relationship is not doing well. Its doing great in fact, but no harm in trying to make it better anyways rite? hehe... Anyway, we talked so much dat we didn't realise that it was close to midnight. Both of us need to work at 9am the next day. went back to Tamp cos Kiddy's uniform is not at sengkang... While waiting for him to pack his things, I fell into a short nap. He woke me up, I think abt 10-15mins later. Den balik sengkang...

Sampai sengkang je, I washed up and got ready for bed. Screamed for fie to go to sleep, but denmy chacah won't sleep until we play a game of donkey... haha.. which we did, loser suppose to switch off the lights. Chacha lost, with that one last donkey in her hands, but she wouldn't want to switch off the lighst... Sore Loser... so fie had to get up and switched it off... Layan kan my adik till so late... ended up he couldn't wake up in the morning... Well, I tot he did wake up, I just left him for the kitchen, let him rest for a while. 10 mins gone, his breakfast all ready for him and he had still not walk in to the kitchen. So when I went back into the room, there he was still in the same position... I realised that he was actually sleeping soundly! haha... took a picture.. for mermories...

My Favourite Pic!

Let me whisper... I love you...

my canon powershot has been missing for quite sumtime now. Asked my mum, sisters, even my bro who's staying in Bukit Panjang, but no one has seen it. Last to use was dila, but she claimed that she had return it. So after a few months, I gave up.

Yesterday, while I was alone at home, waiting for hubby to come back from work, I went into my mum's room, looking for the sewing kit. Was looking for it ard her tv set when I saw IT. My precious old, but "still producing very good quality photos" canon digicam. After many months, I finally found it. And to think that my mum had not seen it when she watches her tv everyday, and yet she had not seen the camera next to it.

All the pics in the memory had neither been developed or downloaded. But I manage to download a few. The first pic I took with my camera after I found it? Well, my hubby smiling after he just woke up! haha! All pics can be found in my multiply.

http://bellekiddy.multiply.com/

Let me whisper... I love you...

I had a super great weekend. With my dahling of cos. I think ever since we argued the last time, it has defintely make our love stronger. I think to make things up, he actually stayed over my place on saturday even tho he was on standby at Tampines. Well, the plan was suppose to be him just having dinner at my place, and his driver will pick him up again. But just after 2 rounds of "donkey" in my room, both of us ended up snoring soon after. Hah! Byk nye syg nak tahan mata... lol.

Sunday was fun! Woke up at 8am, his ambulance driver came to fetch us, cause dahling need to pay for petrol of the amb. Den driver sent us back, and we got ready.... Clear up my room (I did, and I mean it..) , den we take bus to his office at changi, to get his bike, den went back to Tamp home. Had bfast there, den I Waited while he got ready, and we were out... Went to get his "legal" cigarettes somewhere out there... and den we headed for the Kallang Cub Prix at ... well kallang of cos. So many ppl, so many bikes (esp 125s), and so much noise. But it was great. Den I had to leave abruptly cause I saw someone whom I don really like. luckily dahling also understand me, and I think somewhere deep inside,I know he doesn't like that person too. It doesn't help that dahling knows him too. So when I told him I had to go, he respected my decision and we left within minutes.

We went for my production meeting. Event coming up on the 20th May. Things are progressing well, alhamdullillah. Waiting for the finalised list of programme list, so that I can segregrate fairly to my underhands. Come to think abt it, I didn't even note down when's the next meetin... dumb me as always.

Dahling brought me to Bukit Batok to chill at "Little Guinin" ( I think. Can't remember exactly...) And after that we went to Kent Ridge to continue laughing & making fun of each other. Left for Tamp ard 10pm... LAzed & chilled till abt 1am... before we head home to sengkang. We chatted for a while, and just as I step into my room, I stepped on somethingyucky. Switched on the lights and I realised it was shit... Bobo's shit... argh! haha! Bobo must have not been feeling well. Its not just him to litter ard. Poor dahlin... he sleeping place "vandalised" by bobo. Luckily we have a thicker mattress... Had to drag the mattress from mum's room to my room, while dahling stood, watching me. darn. Thanks sayang! haha!

Went to bed finally at 2am.. And I didn't set the alarm. Was late for work. I need to leave home before 7.30am, but dahling set his alarm at 7.30am . Again thanks.

But nevertheless, I still love you. Muacks!

Let me whisper... I love you...

I've started my part time job, also as a patient service assistant... on mondays to thurs, after my hours at Mount Elizabeth. I never tot I could be so serious abt moving onto the next stages in life, really working hard to save up more money. Now working from 8.30am to 9.30pm really takes up a lot of my energy, thank god, its only 4 days a week, & the part time job is just at punggol. Near & convenient indeed.

As for Fie, he's been taking a lot of standby cases after his working hours as well. But thats the thing I hate, standby everyday, at home all the way, can't meet or go out. Twice already we had a big arguement on this. Ppl, its not that Im not understanding, u know with his job and all. But the fact that being on standby doesn't pay you, it defeats the purpose. If there's case, only then would you get pay PER CASE. I would rather my baby work long hours till midnite everyday, I know I won't see him much too, but at least I know that its worth it at the end of the month when u look at the cheque. (I'm not being money minded here, don't assume. But we need the extra money to save don't we...?)

And one thing abt my baby, he would so anything to make me smile again. Yes he would argue big time trying to make me understand.... but I guess once the tears start to fall, his heart softens, and realise that I am his baby afterall. Fie had talked to his boss, and they might start working long hours start of may. I love you so much my darling.

We still haven't got our rings yet for the engagement. Last I heard, his side has already bought the trays & the ring box... but still no ring... haha... No time lah... I am still insisting that we go out together to get both rings. Prob is, his only free day is Sunday. However sunday, is the day I am busy with my event company (3 jobs, not bad huh?) . We are busy organising for the upcoming Mother's Day/ Ibu Kartini day, so all my Sundays are taken up. Now time is like really limited but so many things left to do... Let me see...

We need to get the rings, thats the main thing. We agreed to exchange rings and watches. I saw which watch I want, and also what I would want to buy for him. But all these things I see them when I was out during lunch hour with my colleagues... so dahling has not seen them yet. We also need to go to Royal cakes to book the cakes (at least I am, this nice choco cake with a rose... I might just ask him to get that cake instead, so that it will be exchanged with my side and I'll get that cake!!!! haha!) . I think his mum plans to rent a 12 seater bus, and Fie hasn't done any research on that... (the only research I can remember we did online was whether it is true that Neil Armstrong heard the azan when he was on the moon, and upon returning to Earth, had converted to Islam. There's still not enough evidence to prove that this fact is indeed true)... ok anyway, back to planning.... Argh! Im still in search for a photographer... Anyone can be a photographer, but I want those with that black big camera ( canon etc...)... no to those normal digital cameras... but left to no choice... wat to do kan...

My fitting has been confirmed to be on the 15th May at Sultanah... kinda regretting... paying that amount of $$$ for just an engagement package. But no point regretting right, just keeping in mind not to use it for my wedding... sorry Cik Su!!! hehe...

Let me see wat else... oh ya! this weekend!!! gonna be looking for a new wardrobe... Weee!!!! I want an open concept with no doors (its such a hassle to slide or pull door handles. And u think ur clothes won't get dusty if u have doors to ur wardrobe? I don't think so. I am really thinking abt turning my study room into a walk in closet (with that 26 pairs of shoes on the floor lined up, & 2 poles hanging with full of my clothes, suits & outfits, its already looking like a walk-in). I have to talk again to my dad, to see whether he would agree with it. Anyway, he's the one who would be paying for this mini renovation cost... muahahaha... thanks daddy...

Didn't actually realise that I've typed this long.... feeling a bit bloated now... diarrhoea for 3 days, den have to watch my meals. Boring!!! too much gas inmy tummy & colon... gas going up bothupwards & downwards... hehehe sorry dear... and thank u for putting up with me...! U give me more reasons each day why I love you!!!

*btw, you don't need a reason to love... you just love...

BeLLe

Let me whisper... I love you...

Fie's family came last saturday to "merisik"... finally... so date has been finalised & confirmed. I have made my final changes with Sultanah Bridal & I'll be going there soon for the fitting... Custom-made exsclusif baju that I will keep for my own after the whole engagement period. I was actually thinking of wearing the suit again for Hari Raya, but when I think abt the design that Cik Su & 1 have come up with, I realised that it would be too much over the top to be worn for hari raya. If the baju really turn out nice, maybe I'll use it for studio photo takin.. hm... we'll see.

In the meantime, I'm trying to work out my invitation list. Oh, and I have not sort out my photographer. The only photographer fren that I have, Junaide, or Eddie as he prefers ( I think ), has already been booked up for the date. Waiting for my bro & sis-in-law to revert back to me with regards to the photographer that they had use during their wedding.

Its gonna be a small event (again, I think...)but I dont wanna miss out anyone that I shud have invite in the first place. I've not start sending the invitations yet, maybe I'll wait till I've prepared the whole list. When all is done, I will put the final names of those invited in my frenster profile, just in case if they had not rcvd my mail.

Well, there's still a lot of time, still so much to do. Gifts to exchange, haven't even bought the rings & watches for the exchange. but will get to that soon. Excited. I know I'm not the first. But hopefully I'm the last for him, the one he will wed one day.

BeLLe

Let me whisper... I love you...