BeLLe & Kiddy FianTi

At Kota Tinggi. Asked him to smile show the teeth, he gave this huge grin!

Love this shot. Our witness? A mudskipper.

Post Vday. Making up for the messed up dinner the night before.

Kursus rumah tangga? Nah... Hari kebumian arwah nenek nye Hjh Salmah.

Let me whisper... I love you...

4 days off mcm tak cukup gitu. But grateful for the fact that I was with him or he was with me thruout the 4 days. JB on Saturday, Kent Ridge on Sunday, Kota Tinggi on Monday. By Monday evening, nenek nye Fie meninggal dunia. By then dah kat Singapore, was at his place. Fie rushed over to his grandma place, him on his bike, his parents just minutes after by car. I was left alone with his 2 nephews & the maid. I went over later the same night, to help them with the preparation, and only got back to Fie's place at 4++am... Ironed our clothes to be worn for the ceremony the next day den finally Zzzz...

On Tuesday, day of the ceremony of the death of his granny. Everything was over in the late afternoon. Went back Tampines first, as I had to clear my stuff and poor him needed to poo-poo. After dat we left for Sengkang, but we didn't head home direct. Gi kat tepi longkang besar ni, where we talked abt wat has been happening in our lives lately... It was a very calm hour dat we simply just talked abt things. An hour which I'll treasure.

And I'm sorry for your lost sayang. My condolences to you & your family.

"I have no business to know your past. Your past is your past, nothing to do with me. Say wat u wanna say. If I'm a bitch, den ur just a flea on me. Do u even understand wat it means? Why am I not surprised if you don't have a clue to wat I'm saying here. Can't believe I'm wasting my time writing this nonsentical stuff to a retarded... Fly away lil' flea... such a pest..."

Let me whisper... I love you...

Weee!!! So fast And VDay 2007 has come & go.... My poor baby had to be on standby yesterday, but that didn't stop him from asking me out. Kid nvr mention anything abt Vday as it was approaching, not a single topic or clue or hint at all. I assumed that he wasn't the type who celebrates Vday.

So when he smsed yesterday, asking me to rush home, dress up and get ready for him to pick me up, I was happy enough. Plus, among the 3 of us at work, I was the only one who would be going out for dinner, so I was big headed for a while! Hahaha! Sorry Lems & Rejoice! But den again, both of u hv been with ur partners for more den 5 years, so let it be my turn to hv these kinda celebrations.

Anyway, me & Kid, we meet everyday, without fail. But nevertheless, him asking me out for Vday was a lil bit special, even tho, he didn't say anything abt hving dinner to celebrate Vday. Anyway, he was outside my door by 7.15pm, & when I saw that he was wearing a shirt instead of his casual t-shirts, I knew that he meant it to be special. We were on the road within minutes, where we heading to, I had no idea.

Holland Village. Thats where I realised we were going for dinner. His choice of cafe? Breko. I had nvr ate there so it was new to me... sitting on the high chair & all. Tho those kids in uniform were a bit irritating, it certainly helped that they left soon after we came.

Food was good (well u give me any pasta with tobasco, thats enough for me!)... and so were the atmosphere. Everything was going well, until we began to talk abt an incident that happened weeks ago. Both of us did sumthing that wasn't pleasing that night, but we only came to talk abt it last night. Wrong topic. One moment we were laughing & giggling, and the next we were arguing. The arguement went on for a good 15 minutes, and den both of us were silent. Kid rcvd a call from his manager, which reminds us that he had to be on standby. It was 9.30pm by den, so kid settled the bill and we went off, both still silent.

On the ride home, I tried to make things happy, but it didn't seem to work. This wasn't the way I wanted the day to end. When we reached my blk, he wanted to finish his cigarette before sending me up, so we sat for a while at the void deck. He den took a gift bag from his helmet bag, the same helmet beg which I've been carrying while on the road. Come to think of it, its no wonder that u had helped me put my clutch bag into ur helmet bag, taking it out for me, taking my tissue and all... It didn't occured to me cause kid being a gentleman is nothing new to me. But yeah, when he passed the gift to me, I was taken aback. Worse still (or more surprising??!) when I saw that it was labelled "Soo Kee Jewellery"! I know my mouth was left hanging open for a couple of minutes. Kid just kept on smiling, telling me that he actually planned to give it while dinnering but again the arguement spoils it all bla bla bla... all this time I was still speechless, dumbfounded... I had no idea he had bought a gift cause like I said, other den his working time, he had spent all his free time with me, from the moment he finished work, till my eyes closed for the night. So I'm not even sure when he bought the gift.

I didn't open the gift box till I went up. But it was the first thing I did, the moment my bedroom door closed behind me... A beautiful white gold necklace. I knew there was a reason why he bought me that necklace, and to me, the reason behind it all IS & WILL ALWAYS be more meaningful den the necklace. Not that I'm not appreciating it, I love it indeed! It was a bit too much... but he went all out...for me.. I'm so very touched...

And tonight, I'll be meeting him again. I'm going to make up for wat we missed last night. I promise.

Love you lah Giler!

:::BeLLe:::

Let me whisper... I love you...

Weeee!!!! Went to Night Safari with my baby last Saturday... why the sudden plan, I donno. We were at the fish farm, getting ready to go back, when Mr Kiddy suggested that we go there. Oklah, since I've nvr been there, would be great exp!

Went back for awhile, shower & got ready, and out again. Come to think abt it, I dun think we were at home for even an hour.

Reached NS just after 8pm, we were surprised to see such a crowd, all made up of both locals & tourist... We bought our tickets without the tram rides, cause we tot we would be able to walk all the way... Den I realise that, I forgot to bring my digicam. But den again, the place is dark, and ur not allowed to take picturesof the animals with the flash, so wats the whole point? The whole pic would come out dark anyway.

Got lost a few times in the East Loop... and den my shoes were beginning to kill me.... had a short break at one of the ranger lodges, I had my drink, he had his fag. We continued our walk after that, and managed to get ourselves out of the East Loop. And Jeng Jeng Jeng! Just as we were to proceed to the West Loop, dats when I realised that we can't walk thru the West Loop, you need to get on the tram for that, cause the animals were let loose... Tapi takpe lah... its was still worth the $20... I Got to see my baby's extended family.... muahaha!! Sorry Syg...

But den, thanks again for bringing me there... Next, KL here we come!!!!!

Let me whisper... I love you...

That squeaking sound coming from my clinic door is so damn irritating!!! Each time someone pushes the door open, it goes "EEeeeeKKKKKK!!!" ERGH! To think that the door is not even a year old...

Vday is coming... and I've been cracking my head, not sure of wat to get for him. But now I think I know... I've bought him a great looking shirt before, and accessories to me, its sumthing that only a man would give to a girl, not the other way ard. I was thinking of getting him a fossil or ripcurl watch, prolly get a matching one for myself too, but one fossil watch would burn a hole in my pocket, wat abt 2?! I really want sumthing that I know he would like or grow to love in time .

I know he loves animal, just look at him sleeping with my Bobo every night, and I know he loves guinea pigs... So I'm gonna get him a guinea pig!!! Of cos gonna keep the GP at my place, since he's practically staying over almost every day now. Anyway, he's hardly at his home, so I can't imagine leaving such a cute, cuddly innocent creature in the hands of his 2 nephews... Sorry Kak Ita! hehe...

But a few problems. One, will my Bobo accept a new friend into his home? GP tu tak lah kecik sgt, tapi Bobo besar... takut aje Bobo ngap GP tu nanti... Unless if I keep the GP in the cage most of the time, and buy those kind of transparent plastic balls, where u can put ur hamster or GP in, and let them move ard the house, but still protected inside the ball. Ok so problem one solved? think so...

Problem 2? I remember my mum not talking to me when I brought my first cat home... I disobeyed her when I brought Siam home, cos my mum had nvr agreed to let a cat into our daily lives. So I wonder if mum would allow a smaller pet in the house... But den again, it'll be in the cage most of the time, the poo and pee won't smell as bad, and plus, my bro ever brought home 2 hamsters and mum didn't even complain! So 1 GP would be ok rite...?

3 problem? Kiddy himself! He's the one giving me money for everyday belanja, how to ask him for more money ? "Ayah, I nak duit lebih sikit pasal I nak belikan u GP utk Vday..." How surprising... But, my cousin CCTV to the rescue!!! muahaha... She will help me purchase first... den I'm sure he will ask from where I get the money, den he will hv to pay me back so that I can pay my cousin back!!! Muahaha... hehehe...

And lastly, where do I hide the GP and the cage... I can't keep it at home, Kiddy's at home all the time!!! Of all the problems that I'ver surfaced, this is the only problem that I'm not sure of how to resolve. Prolly hv to keep it at one of my cousins' hse... till Vday itself..tapi mcm leceh kan... dgn cage and all... haiz...

Nvm.. buy first den think abt that later!

Let me whisper... I love you...

~weee!!! After more den a mth of not blogging, I'm finally back here again, after much persuasion to update this blog of mine... thanks Jubs!!! Now I know I'll be stuck blogging here for at least the next 1 - 2 hours...!

It has been a great start for 2007 for me, be it family & friends, my baby & I, and my job... Having lems (bakal kakak ipar jubs, & btw, jubs is my cuzzie) working next to me, life is never a bore... its just full of frustrations... hahaha! I'm thankful for the world of MSN, thats where I get to chat with both Jubs & Lems at the same time and finally, when the power of Jubs & BeLLe combines, we'd take Lems down!!! (Evil laughter please... thank you...!)

When it comes to friends, I thank god for blessing me with 4 wonderful girls; Pooh, Tigger, Rabbit & Eeyore... ( Im piglet btw...) our friendship since 1991, has never come close to any fueds, not a single one, sumthing which we are very proud of. But just before New Year, 1 of u tested my patience, and I blew my temper, screaming at you for the first time. But I had my reasons, and I think u shud know better. I know now, u may think that I'm back to normal. none of the other girls know abt this, but sumhow, sumwhere deep in, I'm still very disappointed in you, thus, my hostility towards u. Dun blame me if Im still being hostile when we all gather on the 9th...

I just found out that a friend of mine, one whom I was closed to once before, has also being played out by the same girl who had made things a nightmare for my man last year. And also, Nana's uncle who have heard abt the same girl from his frens, with comments such as, "she one nutcase!" I know that even tho Nana's uncle might have a grudge on my love for wat happened to his niece, well, I understand. Fie has he faults. but so does Nana as well as that girl, no one is perfect. Its kinda sad, that she did wat she did to make sure that Nana will ask for the engagement to be called off. But to me, its a blessing in disguise, cause if the engagement is still on, I won't be the happy girl I am with him now. But all these accusations towards that one girl, it gives me assurance that I'm loving the right man, and he wasn't as bad as she tried to make him look.

Anyone read the NewPaper yesterday abt the student teacher relationship? I believe the teacher more den I believe the student, and I think that story is similar to wat have been happening to these guys. Thankfully, both guys are now happily attached to their own girls, and thats wat matter most.

Regina is finally married... To Jeffrey Loh. She's prolly on her honeymoon in Korea now, I can't wait for u to be back at work on the 14th, having u here relieves the pain & agony I get from Lems... muahaha... Come Back soon Reg!!! We miss ya!

Things are getting fairly serious between me & Kiddy now. Our love is gettin on stronger, with much devotion for one another. When he was so sick from Reg's wedding dinner, and ended up with his head on my lap at home, I donno why but I started to hv silent tears as I looked down on him, sleeping... He was in so much pain, it hurts so much seeing him suffering. I made him promise me after dat never to fall ill again like that. He laughed at me before saying "I promise you baby..." Love you lah Giler!

I watched the Final game between the Tigers & the Lions last night at home. I was carrying 3 plates, 1 full of Satays, 1 full of the gravy and the other empty one, when Khairil scored the winning goal. I was jumping ard with excitement, still the dishes in my hand, so den Kiddy took the dishes away from me, and I continued jumping with my sisters cousins aunties and mum. I can't remember wat my dad did, all I remembered he yelled with pride when the shot went in.

Good Jobs Lions... I will be waiting for the Celebration with the Fans in Singapore soon!

Wat else shud I blog abt? Jubs says that reading my blog is ever a bore, so I kinda feel the pressure to add in some excitement. But Im not sure my excitement would be exciting to u guys. I mean, I would love to go on and one abt me and kiddy and the great life we are having together, but I know that would definitely bore anyone who might be reading this. So Im gonna stop the "FianTi" series... for now lah... hehe...

I believe I do have the capability of going on & on & on abt everything that's been happening to me... Maybe becos I am such a happy girl rite now with not much huge problems at all (well exxcept that sumtimes I wish I had more cash, but den again, who wouldn't wish to be richer rite?) so I think in overall case, I wouldn't want to trade my life for anything else!

Cheers.

:::BeLLe:::

Let me whisper... I love you...