With Fie aka Kiddy aka Cis aka Dd etc...
I spent the lazy afternoon with Fie, eating BK at Tanjong Rhu, and being disturbed by hungry crows. HAHA. Fie sent me over to my babe's place after 7pm, so that I could proceed to ZoukOut with her.
Fie finally did wat he had to do
While I was at zoukout, my beloved Fie was busy settling some issues. All this while I've been bugging u to settle some issues that u know u had too, and finally, u did it. U even had proof to show me!!! Sayang u lah giler... I was so happy for us... Thanks sayang...
Abt ZoukOut
Babe & I spent abt 5 hrs at zoukout den we headed home. Stayed at the void deck bcos babe tak bawak kunci rumah, so nak hilang kan mabok sikit and wait till her mum is already up. Fie came at abt 5am and "jaga" us while he stayed awake. Syg dier... hehe... Went up to babe's hse to take my barang2 at ard 6am++, den went back down to Fie. Tapi tak balik terus... I was too sleepy, so there I was, my head on his lap, snoring away.... hehe... by the time I opened my eyes it was after 7 and the sky so bright. I wanted to close my eyes & continue sleeping tapi Fie tak kasi.... he actually "bullied" me, making me march, be in "sedia" position, giving me commands so that I won't go back to the seat & sleep... I was too sleepy to layan him, but at the same time, too sleepy to argue with him, so lazily I did... But by 8++ I told him I couldn't take it anymore so I begged him to send me home. Reached home at 10am was sleeping within minutes.
Sunday
Woke up at 12++pm but was feeling soo tired still, msg Fie but he didn't reply so I assume that he's not up yet. He finally woke up at abt 1.45pm, so I told him to siap and be at my place at 2.45pm, exactly 1hr. He was late. HAHA! So its one all baby!!! We went to town, with no right exact destination... I was trying my best not to buy anymore piglets cause mum says no, dat got Fie laughing at me... Bluek! We ended up chilling at skate park, watching ppl doing stunts, and falling on their arses.. hehe...
Baby Raiyan
Got a call from mum, to go over to my bro's house to fetch my nephew, bcos my sis-in-law's granddad passed away so they needed someone to take care of their lil one. Fie sent me over to Bukit Panjang & we waited for them at my bro's place. From 8pm to 10plus, den we went back. supposedly, I was to take Lil Yan home vi cab, and Fie will escort us bac. But turned out both my bro & sis in law & their elder daughter decided to come home with us. So much for me & Fie going over to their place when they can just go over themselves... but no offence Abg & kak Wati, I still didn't mind at all k...
For Lily aka Chica Lolita
Me & Fie was suppose to meet again later the same night, to go to JB to pump petrol for his bike & also buy ciggies... so while waiting for him, i was on msn, and was chatting with Lily. The very same girl, who had earlier tried to warn me abt Fie, by telling me tales abt Fie, condemning him to the core. But that night, u, didn't speak ill of Fie. Instead, u were telling me the gd things abt Fie, things that I have had experienced myself all these while dating him. "When he loves someone, he would give his all for that someone..." Ya I know that already Lily, which guy would actually, sent his girl for clubbing, and den fetched her back? He never failed to meet me almost everday, I've seen it for my own eyes Lily... All those bad things that u have told me abt Fie, I dun see it at all, or maybe not yet. But that Sunday night that we chatted, I was surprised when u were actually no longer speaking ill of him, u were actually being nice talking abt him, no longer calling him names like u used to. From the way u chatted, I could sensed that u were being resentful over the shite that u've put him through. But I didn't want to jump into conclusions so I let u be. I would love to stay on to chat with u abt the good things of Fie but sorry dear, my Fie was already at my void deck waiting for me to go to JB.
Went to JB at 1am, reached home at abt 4am. Went to sleep straightaway. Woke up at 6plus to go to work, but couldn't bcos i had to take care of baby raiyan since my bro & his wife had to go for the burial ceremony. So I was up since 6plus, taking of of baby yan who was already running ard in his walker, at that early hours... Raiyan raiyan... nasib baik kau cute...
That message...
At abt 10am, I rcvd a msg from Fie, and this is wat the sms said;
"I noe dis sounds so wrong.. N I noe its gona spoil urmood, but I kinda miz u n lets b frenz... Lets juz take everything as a huge mistake.. Dun wana make enemies. Seriously.."
I was like ... shite! wadda the hell is Fie thinking? Den I scroll further down and read on "sayang, lily msg me up this text"... thank god... I was relieved as for a while, I tot Fie didnt want to hv anything to do with me anymore. At the same time, I wasn't surprised that Lily had msg him such, bcos I had already sensed from the night before when I was chatting with Lily, she really sounded resentful. But I told Fie that it was up to him, whether he still wants to be friends with Lily, I will respect his decision. My thinking was that, it would be just a harmless frenship.
More messages...
Fie was at my void deck at 5pm, and we went over to changi for a lil picnic... Thats when I took his hp, and saw all the messages that Lily had msg him... I checked both his inbox and sent items. Lily's msgs had words like " I rindu you..." or "dah lame tak jumpe...", she even had the cheek to ask him to buy food & sent it over to her place cause she was hungry. Fie's reply of "Malas lah" was good one... I was beginning to feel pissed off at Lily, but at the same time, I was still msging her asking abt her well being bcos Fie told me that she was sick. I'm not being a hypocrite here, but I don't want to make enemies too, and I'm sincerely sharing my concern. Tried not to think too much abt the messages, but I told Fie, if he had to see or meet Lily, he will have to do it with me along. Thing is, I trust Fie more denI trust Lily now.
And Today...
Fie was online on msn. Before this, Lily had created a new msn account, bcos the old one was hacked by Fie, and he had chatted with her frens pretending ot be her. LOL, dont want to get involve in that, the 2 of u were trying to get at each other so it wasn't my concern. When Lily had tried to add Fie's msn to her contact list a few weeks back, Fie had rejected bcos he didn't want to layan her anymore. but this morning Lily tried again to add Fie into her list. Fie accepted, and guess wat, Lily's main display pic was a picture of her taken with Fie... wadda... gosh... Its beginning to piss me off. But Im still trying to be patient, I see no need for me to confront her as at the moment, Fie is not really entertaining her. But should she continue pestering my man, I would have to confront her. I'm trying my best not to do so now,bcos I wouldn't want to make situation bad. The thing is,I don't understand wat she's trying to do, u condemned Fie to the core, u put his pic in ur blog, telling the whole world wat a jerk he was, now everyone in AM has a bad impression of him. But now? U wanna be frens with Fie again, despite the shite and shame u've put my man thru? I went thru everything with him, and now ur telling him that u miss him and all? U licking ur own spit... Remember that one time on msn, when we were actually chatting abt fie, I actually told you that "setinggi mane tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua"? that phrase was actually meant for u. U'd prolly didn't know that I was hitting u back den, or maybe u pretended not to know. But yes my dear, it was for u. I'm not trying to be mean by blogging this, but this is the same shite that u did to my man. In fact u did worse to him, he lost his pride bcos of wat u did. I know, in a way I have u to thank, bcos if u didn't do all the shite u did to him, I'd prolly won't be happily with him now. but hey, ur lost is my gain.
So my message for Lily aka Chica Lolita : If you want to be frens with Fie, I don't mind at all. But no need for u to tell him that u miss him, or asking him to buy food for u cause ur sick & hungry. I'm sure u have other guys to help u for this. I'm not gonna ask u to remove ur display pic of the 2 of u together in msn bcos thats ur personal thing, u hv ur every right to put watever pic u want to. But I do hope dat u won't have any further intentions of being like how the 2 of u were before. I'm not gonna allow that. and even if badly, u need to see Fie, I will be accompanying him. I hope u don't mind chilling with the 2 of us now, instead of just him. I don't want to start getting involve with u, but I will if I have to.
Hope u get the msg straight. See ya ard in msn darling.
Let me whisper... I love you...