BeLLe & Kiddy FianTi

So fast the long weekend is over... But glad that the weekend is there... I managed to spend ample time with my baby from Saturday. After work, I went out with my faimly go bugis to do a bit of shopping. Den they went off to VivoCity while I made my way home to get ready as I would be having dinner with him.

By 5pm, he was already at my void deck, and we went off to Changi cause he had the urge to eat "Nasi Ayam Penyet". Queue at Changi was super long so dinner took almost 2 hours. Den off we went to VivoCity to meet up with my family, who were on the rooftop chilling in the cool breeze. Had lotsa fun, lotsa clean family laughters. Went off some time after nine, my family went home, while I accompany Fie for the first half of his working hours... Didn't plan to stay that long with him, but due to the rain, we were stuck.
@ VivoCity

The next day, I went over to his place, from there we went over to his sis in law's place to send some barang, and we were suppose to go to Yishun cause I had a wedding invitation to attend. But den again, bcos of the rain, we were caught again & stuck. After a while, the rain slowed down, and we quickly went back to his place. Haha.. still we were wet from the rain. Went up to his flat, his parents were ard, had a few MacDelivery, watched some tv, and cam-whoring!!! haha!!! Fie sent me back later dat night, ard 10.15pm when the rain finally decided to call it a day.

Cam Whoring!!!

Monday!!! Public Holiday... no work, cause its Xmas day. Fie reached my place at 4.08pm, hehe, but I went down only at 4.38pm, a good half an hour... well, lets just say that I didn't know he was already at my place... Sory dear! We went to Mustafa Center (where I claimed most of his frens were at...hehe..), browsing ard, trying all the stupid stuffs, and seeing things that u can never easily find other malls (eg, a particular brand of sanitary pads but I forgot the name already...). After Mustafa, we bought a lot of snacks & pastries and went over to Mount Faber to make a nuisance of ourselves as always, but it was super packed there, and carpark was out of the Qn. Worse, there was this minah parking summoning those unfortunate cars for illegal parking while the owners were prolly happily eating at one of the restaurants nearby. I suggested that we went to Labrador Park, and chilled there... We talked so much & laughed so much, we didn't realise that it was 5 mins to 11pm, and Fie was going to be late for work. We went off, but on the ECP at marina, it was raining heavily, and sad thing was that there was no overhead bridge or Xpressway to seek shelter, so Fie went all out to reach his office. It was still raining when we reached his workplace... so we were hanging ard at the carpark. Den Fie tot me onhow to ride a vespa... haha... cute... scary, but I love it! Would wanna do it for the rest of the night but after a few rounds ard the carpark, I realised that was someone sleeping in one corners and I didn't want to disturb his sleep, so I told Fie to stop. After which, guess wat we were doing.... Cam-whoring once again!!! haha, this time on his Vespa & his r1... hehe... Kept on taking pics, until finally, we got tired of trying to use the self timer on our hps... It was still raining when I told him I wanted to go home, cause I had to work morning the next day. We went home on his vespa, ~Weeee! I like!!! Despite the heavy rain, I was singing along happily, as he listened on, concentrating on the wet slippery road. By the Time we reached my carpark, he was obviously drenched wet, I was too, but at least my front part, was dry, protected by him. Hehe... sorry dear!

Nevertheless, rain or shine, wet or dry, we always manage to keep a smile on our faces. Thats one of the reasons I love you so much.
Thanks Dear.

Let me whisper... I love you...

~~~Weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

Got hooked on that "weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!" thingy... after watching "Charlotte's Web" on Tuesday, with Fie and his frens. A great movie to watch by the way, it has a moral behind it... So go watch it... and look out for the "Weeeeeeeee!!!" expression sometime at the last few scenes, I lioke, Fie Lioke, weeeeee lioke!!!!!!!!! Hahaha!

Nothing much has been happening lately. But still feel like blogging, cause I just feel like it. Or maybe bcos I'm damned sleepy rite now, and blogging is prolly the best way for me to keep awake at work now. Ya last night masuk JB again, with Fie and his frens, Abg Hamza & Kak N, Boy & Ekin. Great peeps to hang ard with. Alhamdulillah, I could get along with them, after a few meet ups, surely looking forward to meet up for more laughters.

Ya, was back at my void deck abt 3am, but tak balik terus, lagi duduk bawah blk with my baby, smoking. By 4am, I was totally sleepy, but den it began to rain so heavily... Haha... Poor baby can't make a move back to work, and I ended up sleeping there, wanting to accompany him. Not sure how long I "rest mata" but Fie woke me up, asking me to go up & sleep. I tried to argue, but too sleepy to make a big effort. Plus, Fie was telling me abt the piglets on ma bed waiting for me to sleep with them... haiz... how could I not go up... Didn't take me long to shut my eyes once I landed onto my queen size bed. I donno wat time I slept, neither did I know how long Fie was at my void deck waiting for the heavy rain to stop. My poor Baby... Sorry sayang I had to leave u alone, but I was too sleepy... Plus, u yang paksa I naik suruh rest kat rumah instead... Sayang you lah giler!!!

Now how do I want to end this blog... k got it.

Bye.

:::BeLLe:::

Let me whisper... I love you...

so wats new... nothing much, jaw problem, thats causing internal bleeding... spent a lot of time with Fie as usual... oh yeah, accompanied him to his fren's engagement on saturday evening... suppose to go to Mount Alvernia's Dinner & Dance, invitation by my Doctor, but last minute couldn't make it cause my mum tak kasi... haiz.. wasted.

That same night, , masuk JB with Fie, terserempak with his fren, Din. Din is a very small built guy... And I mean small built... Anyone know that guy Faisal Ishak? That shorty who used to host Aksi Mat Yoyo with Rilla Melati? Yup,I would say Din is like that... Only that Din prolly has a bigger belly? hehe... and yeah... met him while at the Singapore custom to enter JB, saw him... riding a Blackbird... muahaha... Fie was really sleepy... but when he saw his long lost mate, he couldn't help laughing and was already wide awake den.. No offence din, but we both agreed that u looked very cute! And he seemed to have a lot of problem trying to balance his blackbird while pushing it towards the customs... hehe....

Sunday... supposedly to go to Hairul's sister's wedding at Toa payoh with Fie, but the rain was going non-stop, ended up I kirim kak ecah je... Planned nak duduk rumah je... but den malam, Fie's fren's parents ajak kluar mkn kat kampong chai chee seafood, so in the end kluar jugak. but thanks to my jaw prob (I was spitting a bit of blood the night before), I couldn't eat much, tho I still think I ate quite alot... but it wasn't easy, I had 2 main challenges; first is to fit, not feed, fit the spoon with its contents into my mouth (limited opening). And two, is to chew the food... I had to keep on tilting my head to my left side so that the food would remain on the left side of my mouth. Haiz.. kesian me...

By the time we finished eating, it was 11.30pm Fie was super late for work. Nasib baik dekat dgn Kampong chai chee. So off we went to his office at joo chiat, den he took his barang2 and his vespa. Hahaha.. we were riding on the vespa!!! Ni kalau supervisor dier nampak mapos sak...Butit was soo much fun. Even when we reached Balestier ( he hah wanted to get a few samans first before sending me home), I didn't want to get off from the vespa... haha... so vintage... so relaxing... so sayang... GO GET A VESPA SOON K!!!! better if u could get one in pink... haha...

The ride home on the vespa was so much fun... we were racing.. with a phantom!!! And we won!!! muahaha... and he kept on jerking on the ride.. dat got me into hysterical laughters.. and for the moment I forgot that I got jaw problem... haha... All those fun, make me love u more darling!!! Like I said, its the small things that matter to me... Looking forward to more similar happenings!!!

Sayang you lah Giler!!!

:::BeLLe:::

Let me whisper... I love you...

Alhamdulillah....

Everything is over. No more issues.. At least for now... I had a msn conversation with Lily & fie together... And I was the middle person, trying to be fair to the both of us. I was trying to clear his name, but at the same I wanted Lily to tell watever truth there is... the conversation that started just after 10am, ended just abt mylunch time at 1pm. Continuous chatting, both trying to be the victim and the right one. Fact is, both ade silap nye, and things became so complicated, which drove Lily to do wat she did to Fie, putting him thru shite dat had bring down his pride & moral.

Wat started as a lil arguement, slowly became a serious calm confrontation, with a few laughs here & there. I asked qns here & there. And from there, I could see who's right or wrong, who's the evil or who's the victim & who's the one making things complicated. And all these I think soon became a huge misunderstanding, bcos communication wasn't really there. But watever it is, I am really glad that its all over, tho I know that Lily still loves Fie deep down. But I can't give him up, I won't. I know how it feels darling, to see ur love one with someone else. I know how it feels to be in ur position. But I went thru the shit with him, I risk my pride, knowing that ppl will look at me as the "scandal", I risked my pride, cause I wanted him to know that there is someone by his side. I risked my pride bcos I Was in love with Fie. Deeply. I feel bad for u, I do really, but there's nothing much I can do for u now. I did ask him to meet u for the last time, but he doesn't want to, I can't force him. Like I said in earlier entries, "Your lost is my gain..." so I really do hope that u will let him go, even tho relunctantly.

I am glad that everything is over. It wasn't easy but we managed to clear it. Lily, I know u still miss him, even as I'm blogging this. But I do hope u know that never have I had the intention to steal him away from u. Both me & Fie never tot we would be together. Still, thanks for deleting the blogs in ur AM.We both really appreciate it very much.

I'm feeling very tired.... tho I didn't do much, but I realised that trying to be a fair judge, at the same time trying to be defend my Fie, its so tiring... I was hungry, the image of all those Old Chang Kee was floating in my mind. But somehow, when I got to Paragon, I didn't feel hungry at all. I bought cup noodles over sandwiches, but now the cup noodle is sitting in my drawer, I had no appetite, and was even too tired to eat. Not sleepy, but just felt dat I need to relax. The ciggie didn't do me good. But I had one anyway. I am relieved but TIRED.

Even tho after that convo, I knew that Lily was still msning with Fie, I was not bothered. I was too tired, but I also knew that I had won. Fie is mine... now. I'm glad I met him. Our relationship started off with alot of complications, but we prevailed sayang. We fight thru, and in every fight, we made it. Remember I told u, patience & time will show every thing? It did, didn't it...? I'm happy now. Totally. I hope u are too. Love you so much Cis Alfian...

Sayang You Lah Giler!!!

:::BeLLe:::

Let me whisper... I love you...

So much things have been happening since I last blog, on the lovely Saturday morning...

With Fie aka Kiddy aka Cis aka Dd etc...
I spent the lazy afternoon with Fie, eating BK at Tanjong Rhu, and being disturbed by hungry crows. HAHA. Fie sent me over to my babe's place after 7pm, so that I could proceed to ZoukOut with her.

Fie finally did wat he had to do
While I was at zoukout, my beloved Fie was busy settling some issues. All this while I've been bugging u to settle some issues that u know u had too, and finally, u did it. U even had proof to show me!!! Sayang u lah giler... I was so happy for us... Thanks sayang...

Abt ZoukOut
Babe & I spent abt 5 hrs at zoukout den we headed home. Stayed at the void deck bcos babe tak bawak kunci rumah, so nak hilang kan mabok sikit and wait till her mum is already up. Fie came at abt 5am and "jaga" us while he stayed awake. Syg dier... hehe... Went up to babe's hse to take my barang2 at ard 6am++, den went back down to Fie. Tapi tak balik terus... I was too sleepy, so there I was, my head on his lap, snoring away.... hehe... by the time I opened my eyes it was after 7 and the sky so bright. I wanted to close my eyes & continue sleeping tapi Fie tak kasi.... he actually "bullied" me, making me march, be in "sedia" position, giving me commands so that I won't go back to the seat & sleep... I was too sleepy to layan him, but at the same time, too sleepy to argue with him, so lazily I did... But by 8++ I told him I couldn't take it anymore so I begged him to send me home. Reached home at 10am was sleeping within minutes.

Sunday
Woke up at 12++pm but was feeling soo tired still, msg Fie but he didn't reply so I assume that he's not up yet. He finally woke up at abt 1.45pm, so I told him to siap and be at my place at 2.45pm, exactly 1hr. He was late. HAHA! So its one all baby!!! We went to town, with no right exact destination... I was trying my best not to buy anymore piglets cause mum says no, dat got Fie laughing at me... Bluek! We ended up chilling at skate park, watching ppl doing stunts, and falling on their arses.. hehe...

Baby Raiyan
Got a call from mum, to go over to my bro's house to fetch my nephew, bcos my sis-in-law's granddad passed away so they needed someone to take care of their lil one. Fie sent me over to Bukit Panjang & we waited for them at my bro's place. From 8pm to 10plus, den we went back. supposedly, I was to take Lil Yan home vi cab, and Fie will escort us bac. But turned out both my bro & sis in law & their elder daughter decided to come home with us. So much for me & Fie going over to their place when they can just go over themselves... but no offence Abg & kak Wati, I still didn't mind at all k...

For Lily aka Chica Lolita
Me & Fie was suppose to meet again later the same night, to go to JB to pump petrol for his bike & also buy ciggies... so while waiting for him, i was on msn, and was chatting with Lily. The very same girl, who had earlier tried to warn me abt Fie, by telling me tales abt Fie, condemning him to the core. But that night, u, didn't speak ill of Fie. Instead, u were telling me the gd things abt Fie, things that I have had experienced myself all these while dating him. "When he loves someone, he would give his all for that someone..." Ya I know that already Lily, which guy would actually, sent his girl for clubbing, and den fetched her back? He never failed to meet me almost everday, I've seen it for my own eyes Lily... All those bad things that u have told me abt Fie, I dun see it at all, or maybe not yet. But that Sunday night that we chatted, I was surprised when u were actually no longer speaking ill of him, u were actually being nice talking abt him, no longer calling him names like u used to. From the way u chatted, I could sensed that u were being resentful over the shite that u've put him through. But I didn't want to jump into conclusions so I let u be. I would love to stay on to chat with u abt the good things of Fie but sorry dear, my Fie was already at my void deck waiting for me to go to JB.

Went to JB at 1am, reached home at abt 4am. Went to sleep straightaway. Woke up at 6plus to go to work, but couldn't bcos i had to take care of baby raiyan since my bro & his wife had to go for the burial ceremony. So I was up since 6plus, taking of of baby yan who was already running ard in his walker, at that early hours... Raiyan raiyan... nasib baik kau cute...

That message...
At abt 10am, I rcvd a msg from Fie, and this is wat the sms said;
"I noe dis sounds so wrong.. N I noe its gona spoil urmood, but I kinda miz u n lets b frenz... Lets juz take everything as a huge mistake.. Dun wana make enemies. Seriously.."
I was like ... shite! wadda the hell is Fie thinking? Den I scroll further down and read on "sayang, lily msg me up this text"... thank god... I was relieved as for a while, I tot Fie didnt want to hv anything to do with me anymore. At the same time, I wasn't surprised that Lily had msg him such, bcos I had already sensed from the night before when I was chatting with Lily, she really sounded resentful. But I told Fie that it was up to him, whether he still wants to be friends with Lily, I will respect his decision. My thinking was that, it would be just a harmless frenship.

More messages...
Fie was at my void deck at 5pm, and we went over to changi for a lil picnic... Thats when I took his hp, and saw all the messages that Lily had msg him... I checked both his inbox and sent items. Lily's msgs had words like " I rindu you..." or "dah lame tak jumpe...", she even had the cheek to ask him to buy food & sent it over to her place cause she was hungry. Fie's reply of "Malas lah" was good one... I was beginning to feel pissed off at Lily, but at the same time, I was still msging her asking abt her well being bcos Fie told me that she was sick. I'm not being a hypocrite here, but I don't want to make enemies too, and I'm sincerely sharing my concern. Tried not to think too much abt the messages, but I told Fie, if he had to see or meet Lily, he will have to do it with me along. Thing is, I trust Fie more denI trust Lily now.

And Today...
Fie was online on msn. Before this, Lily had created a new msn account, bcos the old one was hacked by Fie, and he had chatted with her frens pretending ot be her. LOL, dont want to get involve in that, the 2 of u were trying to get at each other so it wasn't my concern. When Lily had tried to add Fie's msn to her contact list a few weeks back, Fie had rejected bcos he didn't want to layan her anymore. but this morning Lily tried again to add Fie into her list. Fie accepted, and guess wat, Lily's main display pic was a picture of her taken with Fie... wadda... gosh... Its beginning to piss me off. But Im still trying to be patient, I see no need for me to confront her as at the moment, Fie is not really entertaining her. But should she continue pestering my man, I would have to confront her. I'm trying my best not to do so now,bcos I wouldn't want to make situation bad. The thing is,I don't understand wat she's trying to do, u condemned Fie to the core, u put his pic in ur blog, telling the whole world wat a jerk he was, now everyone in AM has a bad impression of him. But now? U wanna be frens with Fie again, despite the shite and shame u've put my man thru? I went thru everything with him, and now ur telling him that u miss him and all? U licking ur own spit... Remember that one time on msn, when we were actually chatting abt fie, I actually told you that "setinggi mane tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua"? that phrase was actually meant for u. U'd prolly didn't know that I was hitting u back den, or maybe u pretended not to know. But yes my dear, it was for u. I'm not trying to be mean by blogging this, but this is the same shite that u did to my man. In fact u did worse to him, he lost his pride bcos of wat u did. I know, in a way I have u to thank, bcos if u didn't do all the shite u did to him, I'd prolly won't be happily with him now. but hey, ur lost is my gain.

So my message for Lily aka Chica Lolita : If you want to be frens with Fie, I don't mind at all. But no need for u to tell him that u miss him, or asking him to buy food for u cause ur sick & hungry. I'm sure u have other guys to help u for this. I'm not gonna ask u to remove ur display pic of the 2 of u together in msn bcos thats ur personal thing, u hv ur every right to put watever pic u want to. But I do hope dat u won't have any further intentions of being like how the 2 of u were before. I'm not gonna allow that. and even if badly, u need to see Fie, I will be accompanying him. I hope u don't mind chilling with the 2 of us now, instead of just him. I don't want to start getting involve with u, but I will if I have to.

Hope u get the msg straight. See ya ard in msn darling.

Let me whisper... I love you...

I opened my eyes to see the beautiful bright sky... the sun rays through my window... Shite! Thats not the type of brightness u will see when u wake up at 7am. I grabbed my hp, saw the time 9.04am.... The time on my hp is 15 minutes faster, so that would make the time 8.49am. Double SHITE! I was suppose to be at work at 8.30am. I grabbed my towel, had a fast shower (but still I showered well & properly k), put on watever clothes I could grabbed, and put on some pressed powder. Thats it. no eyebrow no lip gloss. No hair blowing. Took my large bag that almost had nothing inside, took a pair of shades (eyebags lah) and asked $10 for my mum cause I wanted to jump into a taxi fron the rd behind my blk but all I had in my bag was $7 and some coins. Quickly left home and walked by the road to get a cab. At the same time, I was on the phone my darling, the MAN BEHIND THE REASON WHY I WOKE UP LATE. haha sorry... I had already sms my colleague, Regina, earlier to inform my doc that I'll be late. Got a cab within minutes, and off we go...

Smp keje, my doc has not yet come in. Hahaha, so he didnt know that I was super late. 9.45am, now thats a record! Regina pun blum inform my doc that I was late, so I knew that Im still safe. hehe... Thank You God!

Last night Fie brought me to Vivocity... Kinda disappointed with the mall. Fie had informed me earlier that shops are the same like wat u can find at other big malls, just that its huge, bcos the walking area for customers is very spacious. And thats wat exactly I saw when I went into the building. HUGE spaces, but the shops & stores, well I hv to agree that its a combination of alot of shops from different malls in singapore. We didn't walked ard much in the mall, and I think we went to only a bt a handful of shops, stayed the longest in ToysRus, haha I was looking for more piglets to buy... ToyR'us tempat halal eh syg? Tak jual babi eh? Nvm.... Lain hari I bleh carik...

Duduk kat roof top, ketawa2, gurau2.... kutuk org.... smp kul 12... lapar nye pasal, gi lah cari makan... hehe ended up buying Mac from Boa Quay, and headed our way to the roof of CTE tunnel... hehe... Smp sane got 2 malay ladies, with a damn good camera, taking shots of themselves with the surroundings... we ate our mac meal there. watching the Cars driving pass below us, and the sky was clear blue, with tons of stars... romantic night out, tho I must say, the way we are laughing and duduk2 kaki sane sini, langsung tak romantik...

The wind was soooo cooling.... too cold for me.. Thanks syg for the top, tho I was still shivering even after I put it on. But somehow, u still managed to keep me warm at times... I like that. thanks again... For the first time in such a long time, we went out, spent so much time together, and yet, hardly speak abt Nana & lily... Infact, we didnt talk as much last night... But its the kinda silence that I enjoy, wind blowing my hair, me being in the comfort of ur arms, and my occasional "ce lup Bah" & ur nonsentical look with ur eyes crossed eyes... haha love those moments syg... Moments that I know, could be just memories one day. Bring me more of those nights with you syg, so that should things not go as expected, I have alot of the memories to look on, to think of, to remind me of the beautiful timeless, priceless endless nights we shared together.

Saying "I love you" or "Sayang you lah giler", is not enough to explain wat Im feeling for u inside. The answer all lies in my eyes, when u look into my eyes... If u can read me before, so u shud know ritre sayang? I may be going ZoukOut tonight, but please do know, that Im not too keen with the fact thatI'll be enjoying my night while u will be out doing nothing... I'm sorry, but u know I have to do this, the tix has already been bought, and I given my word to my frens. Hehe... I'll behave I promise!

Missing u already, tho as I'm typing this blog, I am chatting u on msn... Can't wait to see u later syg. Muacks!

Sayang U Lah GilEr!!!

:::BeLLe:::

Let me whisper... I love you...

Yeah its Friday... So many as to why Im so happy that its Friday.

Its my dad's bday today. Yup dat guy is 48 yrs old today. Went out with mumsy & chacha last night to go get dad a pressie. We bought him a pair of sandals, and a cake.... close to midnite, dila called me at ma hp, den my mum (of cos she was at home), used the housephone to call me, den I called my bro who's at bukitpanjang, and I linked all those together... so including me, 4 pax in one conference call... den I called my dad, and linked him to our convo, and we sang him a birthday song.... weeee~ hehe... after everyone hung up, I dearly forgot abt chacha who was trying to call my hp using my mum's hp... haha that poor lil girl...

me my mum & chacha we were supposed to wait for dad to come home so that we can surprise him with the cake. However, by 1am, I gave up. I got too sleepy and I hv to work today.... so now Im not sure if dad likes the pressie and cake... but nvm... Im sure he does cause he's not the fussy type...

And today! I hope its not gonna rain today... its the raining season now and its been raining almost everyday... I'm having big plans with him... haha... ergh Miss u lah giler! Haven't been meeting him for quite some time now... lemme think... the last I met him was... haha on the 6th, dats like 2 days ago... hehehe.... But I miss u so much lah. Can't wait to spend the whole day together today...

Tmr, ZOUKOUT!!! going with bestie yanie... I am looking forward to this once a year event. But Fie... he's going to KL. Can't stop him since he didn't stop me from going Zoukout. But u said its a one day trip, and u'll be back on Sunday early wee morning. So u better be there to fetch me the next day!!!

I'm just feeling jiggily excited!!! haha... bello belle...

SAYANG U LAH GILER!!!

:::BeLLe:::

Let me whisper... I love you...

Its MIDWEEK!!!!

Time passes so fast... So much has happened, and more will be coming.... But first... ZoukOut, HERE I AM!!!

yup... its this saturday, going with yanie, maybe meeting Ianz and his mates there... hehe 9 guys??? Sorry Syg, but I promise I behave k!

My problem is not yet settled, for one thing, its one which is beyond my power. But I'll wait, and see how far this will go. As long as I can still take it, I will continue doing so.

Syg, u know very well wat I'm referring to. Time is not on our side in this, u know u have got to do something asap. I'm not trying to pressure you. But please understand me, please respect me & please think abt me. I pun ade harga diri, and u know we both can't go on forever this way. I love u so much but I won't be waiting forever. We've been having so much fun, laughters, sharing & listening to each other's sorrows, I don't want all those to end. But it will end if nothing has been done for your situation. Believe me it will. I don't want to be some fool but thats the way it has to be sayang...

And once if all is settle, we'll put all effort in, to make sure it works, for me for you for us... Baby wa lup same lu ah!!! hahaha...

Hope ur dreaming of me at this moment... missing u, loving u.

SAYANG YOU LAH GILER!!!

:::BeLLe:::

P/S: Do u think both of us are putting weight? I feel that sharing the one seater with u is getting a bit... squeezy???

Let me whisper... I love you...

Over the Weekend (part 2)

Yanie invited us over to her bro's house warming... all 4 of us. And the theme colour for the day was black! Suppose to meet at Blk 204 at 3.30pm. Tapi gi jemputan jap, so Fie only fetched me at 4.10pm. Smp blk je, my girls were already sitting at the void deck. Sorry Babes!!!

Smp, mkn, chill... den abt 6.15pm balik. Tak balik ah, duk bawah blk, hisap rokok dulu. Sambil tunggu Fie, si yanie lah layan kiter dgn kerenah dier. Biler Fie smp je, hehe the girls wanted to take pic on his bike... haha... I've nvr taken a pic with his bike, but my ladies... haha... they were having fun... both me & fie tak tahan sak tgk gelagat diorang esp Yanie... Memories babes... love u girls so much!!!

Yanie, thanks for being a great instructor on how to get onto a bike, to be a perfect rider or pillion.

Ida, thanks for being a great "rider". Ade toko bawak motor tu.

Ain, er... thanks for trying... yanie could have passed u as a pillion if not for ur skirt. Better luck next time.

CT, thanks for being the cameraman. Without u & ur digicam, there won't be any of the above.

Fie, er... thanks for loaning us the bike? hehe~

SAYANG YOU LAH GILER!!!

:::BeLLe:::

Let me whisper... I love you...

Over the Weekend (Part one)...

There had been so much problems lately, that I didn't realise how much fun I have missed...

I got back from work Saturday afternoon... was suppose to masuk JB with Fie, but he didn't wake up in time. By den, (4.30pm & according to him), both checkpoints were conjested... Pikir nye pikir... finally we decided to go to Changi Airport, where his sis-in-law, kak izah, was with her 4 kids and maid.

Kecian Kak Izah dgn anak2 nye... dari kul 4.30 diorang kat sane... nak kat kul 7 baru kiter smp. Ape tak nye... Fie was suppose to be at my void deck at 5.38pm ( don ask me wats the 8mins for, ask him). Ended up smp just after 6 bcos there was a heavy traffic jam at Ave 10 nak masuk TPE. Actually kiter plan nak naik 27 terus gi ( kesian member dah lame tak naik public...) but den becos of the jam, confirm lagi lambat. Yang membingitkan lak, konon nye first time kluar dgn Fie naik public, semangat lah sikit, make up nye lebih sikit, pakai my feveret dangling earrings. Yang paling best kan, gua blow rambut babe... hehe, dah blow, lepas tu pakai head scarf yg lacing2 nye, dier nye belen2 panjang kononnye biarkan tergantung over the shoulder. Dah siap, tgk jam dah kul 6.00pm janji kul 5.38pm. Call tak angkat. cukup time, member call balik, ckp dah nak masuk carpark, dier suruh turun - BAWAK HELMET!!! Becos of the jam, we are not taking the bus bcos it'd take us longer time to reach airport. Dgn penuh kecewaan, I took off my head scarf, and earrings. Jadi bahan ketawa jap kat rumah by my mum & sis...

Den nak masuk airport dgn motor dier susah lak, takde IU unit for cashcard payment. Hehe... so ended up balik tampines, park motor, kiter naik train!!! Hehe Kecoh!!! was smling and giggling like some newbies who never been on trains. Smp kan these elderly couple sebelah fie tgk kiter lame seh...

Smp A/P je, cari mac, met up with Kak Izah... frenly, someone I can easily talk & joke with. And her 4 kids.... haha kecohness!!! Kept on pulling me ard to play with them... haha... madness!!! Part nak balik, each adult carried one kid. I carried the eldest who's 7 & the only female, maid carried 1, kak Izah 1 & Fie carried one. But most of the time Fie carried the 2 mids, one front one back!!! Like I said, madness... smp terbaring2!!! You really make me laugh syg...

Sent them to the bus stop, and den we went off, back by train, to the bike, and balik rumah dier jap for him to change to ihis uniform. surprisingly, after all the fun, by the time kat blk dier, I was running a fever. Hehe... Tried to hide from him... but by the time smp my blk, my eyes were red, and he felt the heat from my bod... went up, terus gone seh kat katil, I didn't even wait for his sms to tell me that he's already at work. Wat I did know was that I woke up at 3am, called him, but God knows wat we chatted abt... Fie wouldn't tell me... hmmm...

Watever it is , SAYANG YOU LAH GILER!!!!

:::BeLLe:::

Let me whisper... I love you...

Hari ini dadaku bergetar
Tergoncang memilu dan mengenang
Ku yakin ku tak salah
Kerna hatiku tak pernah dan takkan berdusta

Cinta cinta cinta
Aku jatuh cinta

Esoknya ku fikir rasa itu
Akan menghilang dgn seiring waktu
Namun ternyata tak berubah
Aku makin tergiur pada dirimu

Cinta cinta cinta
Aku jatuh cinta

Dan seterusnya rasa ini selalu terjadi
Dan tak pernah berkurang
Hatiku hanya untuk dirimu
Aku bahagia hanya bila kamu bahagia
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Bukan sengaja aku menghindari diri mu syg... you know wat I'm waiting for. Selagi pekara yg harus di buat blum lagi ditunaikan, selagi itu kiter berdua takkan bahagia. I'm confident that it will happen. But remember I won't wait too long. This is no waiting game. I'm not trying to pressure u my love. But u know that things between us will never take place selagi ur problem is not settled.

And even if things on ur side is settle, and we were to be happy together, do bear in mind that it won't be end of our hardship. There's bound to be ppl talking abt us, u & me as an individual, & as a couple. And of course the hardships that will come from my side of family too.

But no matter wat ever harships that come by, as long as we are there for each other, we will make it thru. As long as we are happy together, that's all that matters at the end of the day.

And you know that I'll be waiting for that day.

Aku bahagia hanya bile kamu bahagia....

:::BeLLe:::

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BveBymo7m64

Let me whisper... I love you...