We both have now decided that we will end things. Soon, we will officially be singles., both you and I. As heartbroken as I can be, I realised that no amount of talking can bring us back together. Even tho u still admit that you love me. Something which I can never understand, is that how can 2 persons in love with each other, with nothing in between stopping them, can not be together. This is a question that I will always have, to which I know I will never have the answer for.
But I know now that you will stand firm to your decision, and for now, I'm contented enough that we will be together for the next one month. Even tho its just for a mth, I do hope that it will be enough to make up for all the misery that I've bn going thruout the past mth. And at the end of this 1 mth, I will be mentally prepared to let you go, mark my words. It may be hard esp, if both of us really enjoyed ourselves during this 1 mth. But at least I get to be happy for this 1 mth, instead of being miserable if I were to just let go now.
The 1 mth trial period (hahaa....) may have not yet started, but already I'm feeling the love that I've missed from you. I'll be meeting you tonight. But today, we are still frens... haha... I'm still sad, but, I'm gonna make the best of this situation, be happy that its just gonna be me & you. You promised you will make me happy during this 1 month. I promise that I will be happy.
Miss you much. Love you much more.
:::B.e.L.L.e:::
Let me whisper... I love you...