BeLLe & Kiddy FianTi

I am truly disappointed that the one month deal is off. Now, I may not want it as much as I really did last week, but still I am utterly disappointed. U said u wanted the 1 mth badly as much as I do, bcos u missed me so much and u want to re-live the time we spent together before separating. And I tot that was why u stayed for the night with me at Ida's chalet last Fri. And now, after silence over 4 days, u r telling me that u spent the night with me bcos u wanted me be happy. If given a choice u said u would hv preferred to go back. Damn I asked u many times whether u want to stay for the night or go home. U kept on saying "tgk dulu, tgk dulu..." by 11plus, nak tgk ape lagi, ur staying at clementi and the chalet's at Pasir Ris. And now ur telling me that u stayed behind bcos u felt that it would make me happy. Yes it did, I enjoyed the night but not until now, u telling me u didn't actually want to stay. And now the deal's off, Im sad, I know I will move on, I have to anyway, but yet I was still looking forward to be with u for the final one month. Tak tau ape salah aku terhadap kau selama ini. I may have forgiven for the past. But for wat happened last friday till today, I won't forgive you. You know why. I dun want to be mean. I may have done sumthing, so I will take this as a learning lesson and as a retribution. But I hope u will get urs too. Sebusuk-busuk aku, I still have ppl ard me to lean on. U shud be glad u still hv ur mum. Take Care Eddy.

:::BeLLe:::

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There is only one terminal dignity... Love. And the story of a love is not important. What is important is that one is capable of love. It is perhaps the only glimpse we are permitted of eternity.

BeLLe Fianti aka Wati
23 yrs old(26th March 1984)
ruthless_ladee@hotmail.com (msn & frenster
Assistant to a specialist in MT Elizabeth 24/7 lover to him. His baby. One & only.

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